DRUGS BE GONE

I used to be a drug addict, many moons ago. I was an addict for a long time. While on drugs I went through alot; my husband and I both were users.  Drug of choice cocaine free basing.

 And while on drugs him and I split up, he messed with people and I messed with people, and our two children suffered the most. One parent on drugs is hard on the family, but it was two parents, that were strung out.

We were working jobs, but never paying our rent, or buying food, because the drugs were more important. Therefore, we were always getting evicted and forced to stay with other people.

I resorted to drugs simply because I was very unsure of who I was, so I did everything in my powerful to fit in and to feel like a normal human be being.

Coming out of a family , where my parents never spoke words of encouragement, or words that they even believed in you, really added to me feeling like a loser.

I certainly do not blame my parents anymore, for they were good providers in keeping a roof over my head and food in my stomach. They did the best that earthly parents could do.

However, since Almighty God has been steering and directing my life, I now believe in myself and I encourage myself back to life, for I am somebody and I really do believe this.

As a matter of fact, we are all somebody. We are winners, and we always were in His eyes, no matter our background ; drug addicts, prostitution, alcoholics. He never saw none of that, he only  saw; champions and winners. And that's how we too are supposed to see.